WHY CAN'T I LET YOU GO?

Why am I so selfish?
Am I seriously doing this?
I'm ruining everything.
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I really messed up yesterday.
I didn't realize I was hurting those who actually cared about me.
I'm sorry. I took everything for granted.

The worst part; I don't think I can keep my promise.
I'm trying.

Thanks to Daniel Setiawan, Harry An, Wesley Feng, Ben Chou, and Nathan Spidell.
but thanks to David Kha -- you've made me realize what I'm doing to myself.
if only you could forgive me.

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the past is haunting me

it keeps hitting me again & again. I wish I had a time machine.

Nathan is so weirdd. He won't stop saying dude. Oh my gosh. Now he's talking like a fob & now he's cussing. Back to the dude thing. Aw, I think I got him sick. Tehe. So much homework. I hate this week. We did fun and fitness day today. IT WAS SO NOT FUN. Last day of swimming is tmrw, but I don't think I'm going to swim -- or should I? Aargh.

Ben Chou -- things will get better okie dokie? & If they don't, I'm always here for you no matter what. Family > everything else in the world.

Nathan is annoyinggggg :P

I Hate Mondays

No matter what time of the day it is

All I ever do is think of you. Jerk.

anyways, another long week of school. I am failing in algebra two. I hate math so much. I need to find a tutor before it's too late. Boohoo. I'm so sick of school.

NATHAN LEE SPIDELL<3

I love you boobie <3

Anyways, another painful weekk of school. Drama's rising & Homecoming's coming up T_T I don't know what to do.

091809 :] Gooodish week? Mm, my stomache hurts a lot right now. Got a new phone -- well, it's not new but yeah. Blackberrryyy Pearl - waiting on the charger.